Dedicated to Elaina Lene ~
(A virtual friend from www.pathetic.com)
Perpetually logged on, eyes on the screen
Elaina meanders in virtual universes
Inhabited by imaginary beings ~
Some have a photo face, most don’t have even that ~
Elaina beautiful brooding pensively on the profile
Desperately knocks on the letters of the keyboard ~
Messages reach the virtual beings in evanescent universes ~
Engulfed day and night, in absurd half wakefulness,
Sleep evades Elaina as a butterfly evades a child’s eager hand,
The ambience of insomnia pervades Elaina
An invisible ghost on a lonely isle ~
I recognize Elaina’s distant presence, a piercing ancient memory
Feel the vast heaviness of Elaina’s drooping eyelids,
Shadow of Elaina’s gloomy wandering presence ~
A flaming goddess in penance, in an eternal mythogram
Inviting the delight of soma of great repose ~
I cannot fathom my being, feeling the agony
Of Elaina’s eyes that refuse to close, stay still ~
Far away in another niche of earthy cosmos
Elaina engulfed in ethereal light ~
I say, “Elaina your insomnia hurts me,
A thousand piercing nails all over ~
Open the Bible ~ Read the Psalms ~
Just say, ‘Jesus let me sleep’ ~
You will see sleep invade Elaina,
A luminous tender vastness,
An absolute mother, in glorious self-evidence” ~
Elaina’s delicate fingers scribbling knocking letters
To imaginary beings, grows sweetly tired
Omnipresent delight of sleep envelopes
Elaina, a feather cloak in breeze ~
Elaina’s eyes flutter eager to close this little world
Elaina spreads herself an ageless parable
In ether beneath a spray of flowering stars ~
Elaina gently gently melts into sleeping grace
Elaina wanders eager into miracle terrains of
Immaculate dreams ~ In sacred union with Christos
In absolute sleep, glorious Elaina breathes
The incandescent rhythm of the universe,
The primal breath of god, an ageless infant in eternity’s bosom ~
Note ~
Soma ~ Roughly, “The State Of Blissful Union With The Infinite”